yeah, it does. i mean, my reality is being flawless in everything i do. yes. sounds like a show off huh? i know, but, if being flawless is one of the things to being THAT. no thanks, i'll pass. not making mistakes is not me. for me, making mistakes makes me wiser. i'm afraid of judge-mental people. cause i seriously don't like being judge. every mistake i made or make, will be the talk of the judge-mental people. =.= oh, seriously? but yeah, humans will always be human. so, being this flawless girl, nope, not me. and your question is, who asked me to be this girl? it's my choice. no one asked me to be this girl. but, the way i think, i think that not doing mistakes is part of it. so, i don't want to take part anymore. i want to be ME again. that's all. reality really bites.
so, here i am, at home, escaping reality. escaping those people i dislike, but yeah. eventually, i'll 'meet' my reality. hmm, maybe the term, " escape " isn't suited for my situation. maybe the phrase, " taking a break " is the best :) one thing i learned, if you're stressed out and you want to take a break from reality, find a quite spot and just sit there ;D you'll find the peace that you need. believe me, i've tried it. and yes, it worked.
