March 10, 2013

Pressured

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i'm emotional so deal with it.
stop torturing me with those sarcastic words.
who likes to be compared to your own sister?
cuba org ckp mcm tu, suka? tak kan?
and banyak benda lagi i have to think about.
yes, i know i'm special,
but i do not have leisure time like my sister,
i'm not a bookworm like her !
she's not the ketua biro protokol
she has never been in my shoes.
and you want me to catch up with her without
knowing what i have been through?
without knowing what pressure you can get from 
an all girls school?
getting irritated a lot with those selfish selves.
you don't know what pressure 'they' give you
just let me rest at home in peace, watch my korean drama
or whatsoever
YOU'RE NOT ME,
so don't judge and don't give support
if you don't know how to.

i'm irritated, emotional and i don't want to hear
any of those sarcastic words, especially from you guys.
even my future is being called BORING by you.
do you know how that effects me?

NO, YOU DON'T, WHY?
cause you always push me to my limit,
you don't really consider others feelings,
you use 'comparison' to push my spirit, but no,
i'm not one of those people that can accept comparison.
whatever, i'm done.
i'm not talking anymore.