hey guys :D lol. lama gila tak update blog. yeah, of course i don't have time at school kan? so yeah, it's the raya holidays right now. i'm super lazy to study and guess what? my trials is in a week -.- shut up kan? oh my god, the mood to study like there's no tomorrow vanished into thin air since the holiday started =.='' sumpah jiwa kental lah sgt kan? well, yeah. but hey, i've started something, well as the sayings goes, better late than never. hoho.
oh btw, my petsis have been living in US for almost 2 ? 3? months, uhm, dlm ligkungan mcm tu lah. well yeah, i know it's tough. lol. mcm pernah fly je. neyh, i got advice from someone, and he said, stick to her cause she's going to be stressed out about all the hw and everything for at least 6 months :) hey, susah senang, melekat jugak kan? i really appreciate her you know guys, cause she's the bestest kakak i've ever had. lol. she'll make my day, eventhough dia tak perasan pun ;) my real kakak pun hebat apeeeee? >:P but-you know what i mean.
next, my life. hmmm, sokay kuuut. but yeah, pening kepala nak build a bright future. mak kata amik ni, hati kata tamao tapi for a living okay jugak -.- ohmaiiiiii, byk btol choice, but i'll be sticking to econs and accounting ;) hmmmm, what else ahh. oh, currently i can't bear to wake up everytime i sleep. why? reality check lah. cause there's ESHPYYEMM. =.='' that's like my biggest challenge ever, well yeah, my sister is much much better than me if it comes to education. she's a kiasu tahu taaak -.-'' stress gila tgk dia belajar. mcm org gila =..= but me? haprak lah aku nak buat mcm tu. yeah, kalau pegi motivasi pun, the motivation will drive me for at least 2 or 3 weeks, tops. then, bush, masuk balik ke gaung yg penuh dgn 'kemalasan' *anologipelik* but yeah :P
i just believe i can, but i'm just too afraid to dream big you know ? ;o
if i do dream big, where do i stand?
yeah i know, dreams without usaha is nothing kan ? :O but yeahhhh,
too afraid to be big,
i guess?
