i kinda new this would happen someday. but i didn't know it would happen this soon. and guess what? i knew it all along someday you would realize this. i won't blame you for doing this. there's good things out of the bad. maybe by doing this, each of our dreams will come true and when we reach the end, and when that day comes, we can look back and smile at all our memories. it's fun having you around, to joke and tell you about all my problems. but yes, you have to take care of yourself too. and what's important to you. to realize that your friends and the exam are much more important, i know that. i didn't say that you'll not care for me anymore. it's just i've come to realize that, i'll be on my own. being one of the future leaders is hard. and i thought i'll be able to share that with you. but you have to focus on your exam. so, don't worry. i won't be a handful anymore. surely it will take time for me to cope with this situation. i'm always in my 'comfort zone'. and to think that i'm going to lose this, it takes time for me to get my head straight. i know i have to learn being capable and standing on my own two feet. true enough. even i know letting go like this, is the best for us, for our future, for me it's heartbreaking. and i'm truly sorry if i accidentally ignore you in the future. well, just know that i'll be there. thanks for everything.
