borak borak and borak :) it was fun, but then ckp psal DIA. okay, i think kiteorg dah baik kut? but then, why is she still like this? ignoring me. not like her own self in front of me. she's being the 'self' that everyone knows, in front of me. sedih kot dia buat mcm ni. and kak anis said, maybe psal me being Top 10. for me, yeah, being a Top 10 is one thing, but i can never replace her. and the support i'm needing right now is from her. but no, i can feel the distance between us you know. how should i put this? i think maybe she thinks that i'll be busy and will ignore her. so, she'll ignore me first? mcm tu ke? adoyai. penat lah mcm ni :( it's sad and heartbreaking. even it is a small matter, it effects my mood and also my heart. maybe my daily schedule will change, maybe the time i'll spent with her will lessen, but believe me when i say, there's only one of her and there's no substitute .
