June 29, 2015

The Feeling of Regret


the picture says it all.
it describes perfectly what i feel 
right now.

it's because of my own insecurities
that had caused heartache
to that person.

i feel guilty. 
i don't deserve him.

i don't even feel that i need to be loved.
i'm overthinking. i know.
but i can't help it. 

i'm too guilty to even say that
it's okay to make mistakes, i'm just human.
all i can think about is that
i need to be punished.