June 25, 2015

This One's for You


hmmm, well i think there's 
nothing much to say.

Just

I'M SORRY.

i may be overreacting. well i am.
since you're not talking to me
 for the past 22 hours, more or less.
i can't sleep even though i'm freaking tired. 
i don't have my usual appetite.
i had to smile like nothing ever happened. 
ugh, i know i deserve all this.
i know these are the consequences.
i know clearly it is.

but, i can't stand it anymore.
my chest hurts from frustration of not 
getting any feedback from you.
i keep telling myself that 
you're going to leave.
can't you see i'm falling apart?

i miss you. a lot.
so please talk to me. 
please?